Sunday, February 9, 2014

"For I know the plans I have for you," Declares the Lord, "plans that will prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

I've written about Jeremiah 29:11 before. It's a verse that is on my heart often. On days when I feel joyful and successful in what I'm doing. On days when I wonder what in the world I'm doing. On days when I wonder how I got to this side of the world. But mostly, I think of it on days when I feel there's that peace that passes all understanding, when despite all frustrations and homesickness, I know I'm exactly where God wants me.
God has a plan for all of us. I mean it says it literally right there... "For I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU." Following THAT plan is glorious, wonderful, joyful and so full of pure goodness. It brings peace that makes no sense. It provides at the most least expecting times. It's down right beautiful. But it's not always easy. It's not easy when I realize how long its been since I've seen my family. It's not easy when I'm missing my friends' weddings. It's not easy on days when all I want is American food. It's not easy when we go days without electricity or running water. It's not easy when, no matter how I explain why I'm in Rwanda missing all those things, people don't understand. Most of all it's not easy when I pray about my future, receive God's answer, and then have to tell family and friends at home that it will indeed be another year on this journey. Hearing disappointment from loved ones is never easy.
But here's the good news... God, you know Him- our creator, savior, father, mighty one, provider- HE PROVIDES. His provisions continues and never ceases to amaze me. He provides in the biggest and smallest ways, but he PROVIDES! Allow me to share a few examples...
One morning last school year I was craving chocolate. Ok fine, I crave chocolate all the time, but this day it was all I could think about. I went about my morning, getting ready for school. At 7:45 the students come in the school gate and begin bringing their backpacks into the room. One student comes up to me. "Miss Merz! My mom made you these cookies. She even made them without gluten!" And there in my hand is a bag full of chocolate no-bakes. Score! Another student comes in, "Uh Miss Merz, here." He hands me a snickers bar. Me:"What?! Why are you giving this to me?" Student: "I don't want it." No further explanation. The day continued and at snack time that afternoon, a third student gives me chocolate. This time the case was she only wanted the toy inside the chocolate ball, not the candy, so she gave it to me. Seriously God?!?!
Another example of His provision, this time in a big way. If you know me, you know how close I am with my dear dear friends, the Hoxsies. Emmalilly and I have been besties since middle school and I've been friends with her sisters Morgan and MAdison since then as well. Can you imagine how much overwhelming joy I felt then I learned that THEY ALL BOOKED TICKETS TO COME SEE ME FOR CHRISTMAS?! Yeah that happened. Never did I think I'd get anyone to come visit me here. It's expensive, it requires a lot of shots, it takes 24 hours to get here, then again to travel home. But it happened. ALL three of them booked plane tickets, got all the shots, and spent all that time to come see me and my life here in RWanda. Amazing!
Christmas last year, my first year away from home, was, well to be honest, terrible. This year, while still away from home, was significantly better on account of God bringing my sisters here to spend it with me. Allow my to illustrate the incredible two weeks with the following pictures.


That white girl in the green jacket with her hands in the air...
yeah, that's me, yelling through the airport at first sight of my friends! 

Market time


Christmas Eve service in our new Kitenge outfits :) 

Have I mentioned how much I love these girls? 


Safari ride!




Bagel brunch

Pretending it's a cold Christmas

Pretending we're as hard core as the ladies we spent the day with

Day in the village


Ready bright and early for a 13 hour bus ride through Uganda


Emma wasn't thrilled with the car snacks


Kayaking to the island on Lake Bunyoni! 













Saturday, December 7, 2013

Fall Photo Update



So writing isn't my forte, neither is taking pictures really... all around I'm not so great at this keeping people updated thing. Sorry! I promise I'm going to try and do better. Meanwhile, here is a little photographic update of my life from the past few months. Hope this helps paint a picture of what I've been up to out here! 


And yes this post did take a week to publish- loads of pictures + slow internet = a lot of learned patience. ;) 

Getting my hair braided- it took 13 hours! 

Monster box craft with kids I was babysitting. -too fun! 


LEarning about Bucket Filling :) 


Some kindergarten and first grade girls at recess, just being cute :) 

These are banana trees that are in my yard. You can also see my and my roommates' modes of transportation in the background. 

Just teachin and stuff

Learning with dry erase pockets from America
They LOVE them! 

I kept my braids in for 3 weeks. It then took 3 of us 3.5 hours to pull them out.
In the dark. The power of course came back on as soon as we finished. 

My favorite part of the week- Reading buddies with grade 5 every Friday :)

My kids performing at our Fall Festival. 

My kid's earned a pj party with good behavior. It was a VERY exciting day. 

Very excited for pajama day! 

Pajama day! 
Benjamin at Hope for Life :)

In an attempt to teach my students about Thanksgiving, we did this turkey hand print craft.
It's really hard when you're 5 years old, not American, and your teacher tries to tell you that a hand print looks like a turkey... cultural things can sometimes get lost in translation. Note the Turkey's face on the pinky...

Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Wish List

Ok ok ok. I've been getting requests for a wish list. I'm terrible at asking for things, and I'm terrible coming up with things to ask for. Anyway, here it is, a wish list! I made a list of things we would love to have in our classroom from America and a list of things I would love to have from America. :) 
If you would like to send anything, you can mail it here
Kelsey Merz
Kigali International Community School
B.P. 6558
Kigali, Rwanda

OR you can send it with my amazing friends who are coming to visit me for Christmas!! If you want to send it to an address in the states (much cheaper and easier), email me for the info! Kmerz529@gmail.com
Thank you in advance for your donations! 

Classroom Wish List
Small pencil sharpeners
water color paints
dry erase markers
colored pencils
Markers
Colored sharpie markers
Phonics/letter manipulatives 
kid size scissors (that actually cut)
erasers
3x5 index cards
glue sticks


Personal Wish List
Gluten free macaroni and cheese!
Any kind of gluten free cookies, crackers, snacks, etc
craisins
Peanutbutter MandMs
peanut butter
chocolate! 
Gluten free cereal
Pepperoni 
onion soup mix
any kind of soup mix (gluten free) 
drink mix powder (like crystal light) packets
chocolate chips
flip flops (size 8) - my only pair are falling apart :(
nail polish


I would also LOVE a Christmas card from YOU! 

THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! 

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Back at it again

And suddenly it's October and we've been in school for almost two months?! Amazing how time flies when you're loving life. This past two months has been pretty busy and exciting, here is a little update on what's been going on out here in Kigali...

School started up, I have a rambunctious group of kindergarteners; 5 girls, and ELEVEN boys! Being that it's my second year of teaching, the beginning of the year has come with some surprises. I'm able to more easily deal with problems in the classroom. I feel much more confident in my ability of teaching and predicting how students will do learning certain skills. I'm amazed at how YOUNG my kids are in September. It's so easy to forget how much these kids grow in a year. I left a mature group of 6 year olds in May, and now I'm starting with a very young group of 5 year olds. But still, they melt my heart with their adorableness (probably not a word, but I think kindergarten teachers should be able to use it).
Last year my class was mostly girls, this year they are mostly boys. It's remarkable the difference that is made in a class when the majority of the group is one gender. I have yet to have to talk to them about tattling on each other, but I spend the majority of the day saying the following, "Keep your hands to yourself," "No you can't jump off the ledge" "you need to apologize to your friend for pushing/kicking/poking/hurting them." "keep your hands to yourself!" "Let go of your friend"
Just the other day for the 3rd time this month, I had a student leave school to go get stitches. Not to mention a 4th student who came the first day of school with stitches in his head. Boys....

Outside of school, my "extra curricular activities" have are up and running. This weekend we had our first Wyldlife Club. Last year I was a Younglife leader, this year I am focusing on another section of younglife- "Wyldlife" for middle schoolers. We've got a great group of kids, I'm excited to invest in their lives this year.
It's been wonderful to be back visiting the littles at Home of Hope orphanage. I'm amazed at how much some of the toddlers grew in just 2 months this summer! It's been a joy to be able to go and see them realize I'm back after and still going to be around.
This quarter I started teaching swim lessons after school! Its been interesting finding ways to teach kids to swim with no equipment, but it's been really fun!

Last month I had my first (and hopefully last!) moto accident on my scooter. Long story show, I collided with a car that turned in front of me. Accidents are funny, I knew what was going to happen right before we hit. I could see the whole scene before it even occurred. We hit, I flew off. I don't remember exactly how I landed, but I stood up right away. I didn't hit my head, I didn't bleed at all, I didn't break anything. Praise the Lord! I did however have some very colorful bruises all down my right leg. It was pretty swollen for a few days and some bruises didn't even show up until the swelling went down. Almost a month later I'm all healed though!
But back to the scene of the crime, when accidents happen here, the reaction is a bit different than in the states. In America, if there's an accident, a few people might pull over to help and call 911, then a lot of people drive by slowly. In Rwanda, everyone shows up from everywhere and they all try to help at once. I had many people trying to take my helmet off, pick up my scooter, check out my scratches, see if I was ok. Not to mention the hundred or so people that had gathered around to see what happened to the Mazungu (white person) girl. Accidents cause a huge scene. Luckily, I was fine and my roommates came pretty quickly to pick me up. No one wanted to leave until they could see that I was leaving with friends.
Here's a picture of my leg the day after the accident...



And here are some pictures of my adorable class!! 

Door to the classroom. "Monkeying around in Kindergarten"







Saturday, August 17, 2013

Summertime Stateside

Hello all!
Thought I'd give a little summer update. :)
Returning back to the states at the end of May was an exciting time! Having never been away from home this long before, I was very ready to spend the summer with my family and friends. :)
This summer was full of wonderful people, beautiful God-glorifying weddings, air conditioning, CHEESE, ice cream, fast internet, travel, and overall great memories with friends and family.
Highlights of the summer include:
-Standing in my dear friends Sarah and Justin's wedding on the shore of Lake Michigan in beautiful Frankfort. Easily the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. That is until 2 weeks later...
-Flying to Louisiana and standing in my dear friend, Kendall's wedding. Now tying for the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Both weddings were so incredibly glorifying to our Lord and some of the strongest love I've ever been blessed to witness.
-Taking day trips to visit friends around the state. Also friends taking day trips to visit me in Clarkston.
-Getting a voucher for taking a later flight home from Louisiana and using it to get a free flight out to Colorado to visit my favorite person in the world aka my brother, Todd.
-Being incredibly blessed with donations from family, friends, acquaintances, and even strangers. (God is amazing!)
- Eating cheese every single day
- Eating ice cream most days too
- Soaking up summer time fun in my hometown with my parents
-Overall just being in the same timezone as loved ones, having the ability to immediately contact them, or even see and spend time with them.


It was also full of some new challenges. While I have obviously spent the majority of my life in America, there were some strange feelings that came with familiar places. I found myself pretty overwhelmed in any store I went it, to the point where I'd get head aches from how largely stocked each shelf and wall was. I also found myself unusually shocked at some of the lifestyles I saw in my home country. Not that I saw anything this summer that I hadn't seen before, it just seemed to come from a new perspective after living in a third world country for a year. At one point I even had a complete meltdown over my frustration with the fact that every single person around me had a smart phone, not because I want one but because I DON'T want one. Reverse culture shock is a funny thing.
Still all in all it was a refreshing time to restore my energy for my new year here in Rwanda. While I felt ready and excited to return here, I still had some pretty difficult good byes in the days leading up to flying out of DTW. Goodbyes have to be one of my most hated activities. The good news however is that despite the hard goodbyes, I was flying in to a country full of joyful hellos. It felt great to by flying "home" to a place on the opposite side of the world that was full of familiar people, places, and the majority of my possessions. It feels great to be back! I'm excited to see how God will work in my life here this year and in the world around me. :)

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

Joys!

In 2009 I started a "Joy Book" where I have had friends fill pages of lists of things that bring them joy. I made my list in the back of the book. In May (while proctoring an SAT exam for high schoolers all day one Saturday) I started adding to the list and then quickly decided I had better just make a list in my journal because it would take up too much space in my joy book. So I thought I'd share my "Rwandan Joys" list here.


In no particular order...
-My kindergarteners
-The children at Home of Hope Orphanage
-The street boys at the Hope for Life home
-The neighbor children at Hope for Life
-The thousands of hills in this country
-Younglife
-The Younglife campaigners kids
-Body and Soul weekly work out classes
-Worshiping with my staff
-Supportive classroom parents
-Seeing baby feet sticking out the sides of mothers walking down the street (because all babies here ride piggy-back and are tied on to their mothers by fabric)
-The smell of the rain
-African fabric
-Watching rain storms come across the city
-Getting minutes on my phone by purchasing airtime from the back of a motorcycle
-The milk gate- my neighbor 3 houses down sells milk from their house. We call it the milk gate- you just bring a container and they fill it with fresh milk for very cheap.
 -Living only a few houses down from my best friend and her husband
-Themed parties with my American friends
-Making food from scratch
-Power outages
-Making do with what I have
- Rwandan bananas
-Rwandan eggs
-Traveling out of the city
- "Nta kibazo" (it means no worries)
-Shopping at the market
-Constantly hearing different languages
-Being on a bus and buying grilled corn through the window.
-Hearing someone say "thank you too" when I say thank you.
-Sleeping in a hammock while traveling
-Driving around town on my scooty pep scooter
- Being forced to get creative with a lack of materials
- Seeing my students' creativity
- Getting paychecks from God
-Living without a TV
-Shopping at the market
-Seeing people carry very large items (like furniture) on their heads and walk down the street

And the list could go on and on! These are just a few. : )


Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Differences

It's hard to believe I have already been here for over 8 months! I've really grown to love this country, the incredible school I work at, the precious children I get to teach everyday, and overall just the lifestyle. I've really gotten pretty used to the way things work around here, but I thought it would be interesting to share some of the things that are just a little bit different....

Cell phones: These are all prepaid. They call it "airtime" when you put money on your phone. And this is how it works: it always costs money to make a phone call but its pretty cheap and sending text messages is even cheaper. When you run out of money on your phone, you go and find and "mtn guy" as we call them. "MTN guys" are people who stand around in bright yellow MTN vests (MTN is the phone and internet company). You give them how ever much money you want on your phone (I usually buy $8 worth at a time and it lasts me about 3 weeks!) and they give you card with that amount on it. Then you scratch off the card to reveal a number. You then type this number into your phone and voilĂ ! Then you have airtime and can freely make phone calls and send texts. :)

Internet: Works similarly to airtime. My housemates and I get internet via a USB stick. The stick has a sim card in it. Each month we buy airtime from the MTN guys and put it in the sim card then in the stick. When you want to get online, you put the stick in your computer and connect (then it's similar to 1990's dial up).

Electricity: Also prepaid. Every house has a box outside that has a little screen telling you how many units of power you have left. When you run out of power units, you run out of power until you pay for more. To pay for more, you have to go to a little store and purchase it. They give you a little receipt with a number on it. You come home and type the number into the box and voilĂ  again! You have power :)

Rain: It affects EVERYTHING. Probably only about 20% of the people here drive cars. Everyone else walks everywhere, drives a motorcycle, or rides on moto taxis, or even better- bike taxis. (I'll get to taxis next). So when it rains everything stops or at least slows down. It's not uncommon to find yourself stuck somewhere in a place full of people for extended periods of time when it rains.
This actually has been something that helped me to depend more on God. In the states, rain doesn't really stop or affect anyone's daily schedule. Rain just means you need to find a closer parking spot and carry an umbrella. Here rain means your whole life is put on hold and you can't go anywhere. Sometimes I think it's God telling me, no you don't need to be so busy, you need to stay home and spend time with me!

Motos: Motos, or moto taxis, are a pretty basic means of transportation here. There are guys everywhere in blue or green vests that drive motorcycles around and will take you places. You can go clear across the city for less than $2. And thats the most you'd ever pay. They even carry a helmet and make you wear it.
This was my main means of transport until about a week ago when I bought my own scooter! This is pretty exciting because it means I can go anywhere whenever I want without having to track down a moto. It also means I wear a helmet that only I wear and I'm in control of my motor vehicle. :)

Shopping: We don't have a walmart or a kroger or anything of the sort. But we DO have the market! Very cheap and very fresh produce! Second hand clothing! All that clothing that you send off to "charity." Well it gets sent here. I'm just waiting to find a tshirt or other item of clothing that I've sent to charity. Although it's not sold as cheap as a salvation army in the states. Its only slightly cheaper than it would be new.
There are also little grocery stores around the city. They're about the size of a drug store or 7-11. The funny thing about these stores is that they don't always have what you want in stock. In fact they could have something for one week and then you might not see it again for several months. That's just the way it is.

Water and Power: Don't count on it. You just never really know when either of these things can go out. Then you never know how long they'll be out. Literally as I write this the power is out. It went out at about noon and came back on around 4:30. Since then it's been on and off all night. Oh, it just came back on! Candles and head lamps are essential here.... and power's out again.
The power being out also doesn't mean we get to cancel or go home early from school. It just means you always have to be prepared with making copies ahead of time and having back up plan for anytime you want to use your projector.

Other cultural norms...

It's not unusual to see two men hold hands while walking down the street. No, they're not gay, they're just friends. People here are very affectionate. Holding hands with the same sex= friends. BUT, holding hands with the opposite sex= very inappropriate. You never see couples holding hands, mostly just men.
Eating in public is also something you never see. In fact if someone sees you eating while your walking or driving, they might think you are homeless. Obviously you don't have a table to sit and eat at.
Raising you eyebrows= yes. This is actually a really convenient nonverbal communication gesture as a teacher. When kids ask me if they can go to the bathroom while I'm teaching, I don't even have to stop talking, I just raise my eyebrows at them they know!

Well this has gotten long. But there you have some fun new facts about Rwanda. This is my life and I love it. :)


...in other random news. Today at elementary chapel my class lead elementary in the song "God is so good." I had them sing it in as many languages as we could, we sang it in 7 languages, English, Kinyarwanda, Swahili, Spanish, French, Russian, and Korean. Pretty. Cool.